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Back in the Saddle Again

September 27, 2009 — Leave a comment

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Trying to get in the swing of things with a new job, preparing to speak in some ‘special meetings’ this coming weekend, working through church plant stuff, and taking care of life at home has meant a whole new time-management paradigm than I’ve been used to.  One of the side effects of all of this has been that blogging has fallen by the wayside.  I apologize to both of my faithful readers :-).

I think it will be a good practice in discipline to make sure that I take care of this online ‘presence’ regularly.  This week, I’m trying something I picked up from Michael Hyatt, the CEO of Thomas Nelson publishing: setting aside a few hours a week to get all of my writing done and schedule the posts to occur regularly.  I won’t have to let you know how that goes: it will be pretty evident within a week or so whether or not I’ve been successful.

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For the LORD your God dried up the Jordan before you until you had crossed over. The LORD your God did to the Jordan what he had done to the Red Sea when he dried it up before us until we had crossed over. He did this so that all the peoples of the earth might know that the hand of the LORD is powerful and so that you might always fear the LORD your God.”

Now when all the Amorite kings west of the Jordan and all the Canaanite kings along the coast heard how the LORD had dried up the Jordan before the Israelites until they had crossed over, their hearts melted in fear and they no longer had the courage to face the Israelites.      ~ Joshua 4:23-5:1, TNIV

We’re discussing how to be ready for some of the battles that come our way in life.  You can read the introduction here .  But the above passage seems to indicate a need to remember God’s power.

Just before the activities of the above passage take plaace, a memorial of 12 very large stones was set up in the Jordan River. The reason, we’re told, is so that the Israelites would know “the hand of the LORD is powerful and they would fear him.”  This was partly, I think, because of the ages-old temptation to try to do what was before them within their own strength—the people were great in number and had been waiting a very long time for the chance to make the land they were now in their own.  The memorial, however, served as a reminder they had made it this far only by God’s power and would continue on in the same way.

God is reminding the people of the power they had seen and experienced so they will remember:

Only by God’s power would they continue to be victorious.

The same incredible, life-changing, future-directing, enemy squashing power could also destroy the Israelites. The people are called to fear God—not just respect with healthy reverence, but I believe, to have some fear of him because of his incredible power, authority, and righteousness.  The knowledge that a Holy, Powerful God was using them did not override their need for this same Pwerful, Holy God to continually sustain them.

The rocks in the river would be a reminder of the mighty acts of power God had demonstrated… and would help them to stand firm.   The same God who had rescued, sustained, protected, fed them; who had miraculously provided travel through impassable obstacles and felled mighty armies would again be their strength, shelter, and commander in battle, securing victory.

Before we fight the battles coming our way (or that are already raging around us), we must remember and recognize God’s power in our lives regardless of the situation we find ourselves in.

Later in Scripture, we are reminded that in Christ, we are more than victorious and the world kingdoms are becoming the Kingdom of our Christ.  This should draw us ever deeper into relationship with him—his love, majesty, and power are perfect, and outside of him, we can never know victory.  The same God who has rescued us, sovereignly directed us, brought us safely thus far, protected us from who-knows-what, and draws us into fellowship with him is the only one powerful enough to keep leading, keep rescuing, keep granting victory.

What powerful acts of greatness has God advanced in history and your life that draw you to build a monument in your mind, remembering the victory he brings and the power he gives?

When we can see a battle coming our way– and even when we find ourselves entrenched in a fight–we are wise to remember, reflect, and rely on God’s power rather than our own.  After all, his is the kind of power that is found when we are weak; his is the kind of influence had when we are foolish; his is the kind of leadership seen when we are servants.  It may not be what we would instinvtively choose, but his way is, simply, right.

CPAC, Day Three

August 21, 2009 — 2 Comments

I know this is ‘the day after day three,’ but to keep with the pattern of my previous posts, this will focus on what happened our last day at the Assessment Center.  I’ll write an entry or two on overall reflections soon.

Our final day began with the presentation of our group project.  As we had been preparing the project for presentation to the assessors, they were meeting in order to draft our written assessments following their reviews/scores (and subsequent votes) on what kind of ‘light’ each couple had received.  The project opened up the opportunity for the potential planters to interact with each other and get a little bit of insight into the process of understanding a community and a small part of the detail of planting a church.  That process was one of the significant ‘takeaways’ for me from the week’s events and helped instill an even greater excitement about the potential of being a planter myself.

Following the project presentation, there was varied interaction with the assessors about the project and some of their insights.  Then came the moment we had been waiting for: when we would meet with our individual assessors (the person who had done all of our one-on-one interviews) to receive our results and gain insight into how the assessors had reached their conclusions.  I’m happy to report that all three of the couples were ‘green-lighted’ to pursue with church planting!

Everyone then regrouped to have a Q&A—this time with the planting couples asking questions of the assessment team.  There was discussion about ‘next steps’ (especially the need for training) and some practical helps which included a number of resources being given out.  The ‘official’ day ended with lunch, but the folks from WPA stayed longer to debrief and continue building relationship.

Each of the three couples who completed the assessment now have the joy of praying through what will happen next in their journey.  But, as it stands today, there are three planters preparing to partner with God’s Spirit in touching communities with the most effective tool we have for reaching those who don’t know Christ—planting new churches.  And, if you ask me, it doesn’t get much more exciting than that!


This entry is also posted at theydidweill.blogspot.com, the blog for the M3 emphasis of the Western PA District of the Wesleyan Church

CPAC, Day Two

August 20, 2009 — Leave a comment

It’s just about 2:30AM, and I’m getting ready to call it a night.

After a full, rich day of interviews, interviews, and more interviews (including one session with a Christian counselor), we had time for a quick seminar and some exercises, which included a pretty hefty group project.  I’m just finishing with my portion of that project, and while I won’t go into too much detail (because, after all, it is 2:30 in the morning), I can say the whole experience thus far has been well worth our time investment and, I believe well worth the financial investment of the district.  The self-discovery and opportunity to be connected with passionate, missional-minded people which are available in this setting are not things to be taken for granted–no matter what kind of ‘red-light,’ yellow-light,’ ‘green light’ evaluation we get tomorrow, Sarah and I will have counted it a great privilege to be here.

Even at this late hour, I can genuinely say that if you have ever considered that church planting may be where God will lead you in your journey, attendance at an Assessment event like this one is a must… I believe it will be a high-water mark in your life.

This entry is also posted at theydidwewill.blogspot.com, the blog of the Church Multiplication Task Force of the WPA District of the Wesleyan Church.

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My Grandma used to have a little plaque on one of the walls in the room I slept in when visiting her.  On it was the cartoon image of a teddy bear riding a rocking horse with the following phrase written out in script:

Faith Isn’t Faith Until It’s All You’re Holding Onto.

How I’ve grown to loath that little plaque.

Mostly because it had some level of truth in it and I find myself wanting the kind of faith that is soft and fluffy and convenient and doesn’t cost anything but gives everything.

But I guess that wouldn’t be ‘faith’ so much as ‘looking to be coddled.’

It’s said that when you read something, you learn more about the person doing the writing than whatever subject presented.  If that’s the case, it’s probably pretty obvious by looking at the central theme of my blog posts as of late that my (and Sarah’s!) journey has focused a lot on (re)learning what faith is and how it needs to be playing out in our lives right now.

At the beginning of May, we felt pretty clearly led by God’s Spirit to leave my then-current position as pastor of Carlisle Wesleyan.  There were quite a few ways we were led to that decision, but it sure didn’t make it any easier to ‘pull the trigger’ by signing a resignation letter with no ‘next step’ clearly outlined.

Since that time, I’ve been Mr. Applicant—applying to job after job after job in the ‘non-churchy’ world and looking at various potential opportunities in the church world.  Long story short: I’m still very unemployed.  We’ve received clear “don’t go there” leadings from the Holy Spirit with ministry opportunities, and haven’t garnered a lot of interest with organizations wanting a twenty-something minister to come work for their company in another role.

There have been moments when it’s been tempting to despair, but what I find amazing is the continued sense of God’s presence with us.  Though nothing is clear about tomorrow, we have had a deep sense of peace and comfort.  I told someone the other day that I know me and how I ‘should be’ reacting to where we are: freaking out in a way that makes “going postal” look like a group of church ladies scrapbooking in the basement on a Thursday night.  But I’m not.  We’re just trusting.

We have nothing to hold on to but the God who is leading us.  We have nothing to cling to but our Father.  So, we’re choosing to have the same trust a small child has in their parent–that the parent will do everything they said they would, and that we, as those children, are safe, secure, and able to rest knowing our Father has everything taken care of.

So here we are: without any crown of success or example of personal greatness; humbled and waiting.  We’re learning what it is to ‘hold on’ without knowing the length of the wait or what we’re even waiting FOR.  We’re learning what faith is in a way that, in the reality of other situations faced by many, isn’t a very big mountain at all… but to us seems huge.  We’re learning in this comparatively small way, what it is to live a life that really isn’t our own.

For the record, though, I still hate that stupid plaque.